Until that day,
I was a depressed boy—
An anxious boy—
Beaten down by my own mind
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Overcome, straining under the nights weight, talking to what's left inside
Those soulless shadows of tainted mysteries infecting my exalted evening
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A split-second decision, my fate was decided then, as it all came together, it no sooner fell apart, with thoughts of dementia, masquerading was soon to start, gradually emerging
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Miles away, looking at myself
A hollow feeling inside
From out of nowhere it came
“Why”, it screams, says this simple mind
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As it rains down, I’m taught
For surely it has to happen
There is no other reason
When it all needs to stop
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He’ll walk into the shadows, one final time
Knowing it now, it’s between himself and mind
This fight undertaking, he didn’t sure pick
Battles ablaze inside, to keep him in check
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Waking up, rainy day, only cloudy skies and soggy ground make it different than others…
Wiping sleep from my eyes, across the room I stumble, as if walking for the first time
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Is it all that it was meant to be, or is already was…

Did I really get this far, when things were already done…
I recall the light shining, in the middle of the night…

Wishing that the screams inside, would come out into sight
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