Lost, Now Found

Overcome, straining under the nights weight, talking to what's left inside
Those soulless shadows of tainted mysteries infecting my exalted evening
Each enigma, so irrelevant, playing an instrument of its own lousy disguise
Weakening my resolve, planting seeds of pain throughout my fertile mind

There's this overwhelming sense, the absolute absence of ruthless affection
Creatures spun from Hell's bosom, sent to strip naked my misplaced sanity
The paranoia of perception, feasting on surrenders endless, sick infection
Confronting the strayed compromises, this presence inside can't be denied

Containing the fear, and the indulgence that ravages each somber night
The lunatics repent, and I begrudgingly welcome the lost misery inside
This torture not enough, the suffering dominates each fight after fight
Innocent no longer, the evil grows from each corrupted seed now eternally

Why has this happened, I question the demons, as they are mere wise
The desire that I sought from society, failed, thundering the worlds end
Accept the consequences of ridiculed reactions, I, in harnessed time
The hour is now and I'll feed on the exquisite sacrifice that I endure, so pure

Go forth now, into the daybreak, leaving the remnants of me scattered
Releasing me into an asylum of the damned, I’ll spend the rest of my days
Numbed, my body survives while the imperative parts lay about tattered
I’ll travel about on the apocalyptic reasoning, riding alone my fucking high