The Struggle

Struggle, my how this mind struggles...
Failing to make sense of days earlier trouble...
Thoughts run ramped, order it tries to find...
Ordinary to utter chaos, a blink of the eye...
Perfection is missing, yet it's the only goal...
Always unachievable, tortured is this soul...
Simple, nothing's simple, wishing that a lie...
Over thinking the obvious, not that I try...
Enough is too much, but still never enough...
Going through it all, even words can be tough...
Hours, days, weeks, months, year after year...
Relief only truly comes at the shed of a tear...